diahorea since fri .. omg ... i tik gonna die soon le ..

finally seen doc today .. the doc so $%^&*(^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&* ... onli gib me one day mc .. tik tml cannot go work again lo .. stomach stil mixing ard lei .. haiz ... stupid stomach .. oso dunn0e wad thingy i've eaten to lyk tat .. haiz ..

quarrels ended ...

first wk end tat i spent w/o uuu .. reali miss u alot ... yest reali tok alot .. so long so long nv tok to u on phone .. dunn0e if u realise anot .. wel .. nvm ..

dunnoe how to spend my day today .. mayb w my comp n bed ba ..

Bored at work yest .. super bored .. nth to do .. slack al the way .. sianz lo ..

met up my mom n sis for dinner .. w rod .. sis bday .. went to kovan the ... 新旺 Hong Kong Cafe der to eat .. called alot of food .. haha .. 60+ bucks for 4person .. hmm .. kinda cheap la .. the food der oso not bad .. rod drove der .. sis went der by train .. she waited for us for 1hr .. cuz my mom lo .. stil go take cake .. den me n rod managed to fetch her up at ard 630 .. den drove der .. LOLx .. den lyk tat lo .. haha ..

afta dinner .. rod drove us back home .. den he went to mahjong w his frenez .. another day w/o him accompanying me .. super sianz lo .. tis wk .. he onli acc me for 1 day (tue) .. dun count yest la .. cuz is not acc me .. is mommy ask him to join one lo .. den he played til today ard 0615 den rch home .. den afta tat went over to his dad side to help out .. den help til ard 1115 rch home ... guess he sld b taking rest nw ..

my thoughts:
i reali feel veri sianz .. when everytime he tel me he go mahjong w his frenez .. he'll forget abt me totally .. yest i told him some of my thoughts .. he told me last last wk .. he said that he felt tat he've neglected me .. and i replied him .. glad tat u noe .. afta which .. last wk he did accompany me more den the usual 1 time .. but .. tis wk .. is back to normal again .. althought i get to see him in office everyday .. so ? see him but .. lunch time we didnt even lunch tgt .. dinner oso didnt .. in office oso didnt tok to each other .. wad's the use ? if seeing him everyday means everything .. i oso look at my hp everyday (his photo is my wallpaper) .. which means im seeing him everyday n tat's sufficient ? ROD, is that wad u trying to sae ?
u've nv let me enter ur life ever since i came back .. nv !
u've promised to cal me last night , but i guess .. u're too busy w ur mahjong .. n forgotten abt tat .. althought u did msg me when u called back .. but .. u actually did promised to call back , did u ? it does not feel gd to keep waiting for ur cal .. n in the end .. onli rcvd 1 sms .. u might tik tat .. everytime u called me .. every morning i asked u if u had called me last night .. al tis seems tat .. every cal u made i dun seems to noe .. but .. dun u feel tat .. i hae the feeling that .. rod , u did rmb to cal me ..
aiya .. forget it .. dunn0e how to sae .. u can accompany ur frenez til 6am in the morning .. everytime go supper .. u keep wanting to go back .. i reali .. reali .. cant read ur mind .. im reali veri tired ..

going dynasty for ktv today w my sis .. den afta tat walk to bugis for shopping .. haha .. den afta tat .. go dinner den go home lo .. oso not sure at night meeting rod not .. guess he nd rest .. i'll not sms / cal him to ask if he wanna meet nt .. everytime im the one asking tat .. n he's the one giving me excuses .. i tik .. nw i sld b the one waiting .. if he dun wan .. den it's alrite ..

reali dun wish to go back into the "understanding" quarrel .. i noe u're busy w ur freelance .. i noe u nd rest .. but .. arent u feeling relax when w me ? nvm .. dun wish to sae anymore .. feel soooooo .. nvm .. u keep saying u understand .. but .. wel .. it's alrite ..

preparing to go for ktv le .. blog tonight ba ..

just now lecturer sae having exams BP (Business Practice) on the .. Jan 10th 09 .. rod's bday on Jan 9th .. exams the next day .. wth ? LOLx .. haiz .. i tik i hae to tik of another way to cele bday for him ba .. haha .. hmm .. kinda tired today .. cuz .. of .. gals' stuff la .. haiz .. stomach pain n leg numb lyk shit .. haha ..

goingto send wendy something n den eat fruits den go slp le .. haha .. blog other times .. cya ~

oh ya .. tml is wen quan's bday .. LOLx .. advance bday greetings for him first .. haha ..
Happi bday Leo ~

slept the whole day today .. so tiring .. dunn0e why ..

yest went to zoo .. wid my gals .. we walked the whole day .. morning zoo session .. til ard 4+ lyk tat .. kinda feel tat .. old liao lo .. the animals see here see der .. lyk nth interesting .. den afta tat meet up my hubby .. go shopping .. and walk walk etc etc ..

he picked me yest at ard 6+ .. den drive me down to .. shaw tower .. to eat the .. spag .. nice lei .. haha .. i mean the spag is nice .. =.=
next time can bring .. dunn0e who who who to eat .. LOLx .. hmm .. yest is the first day me n my baby rod go shopping wor .. i mean .. we tgt for so long .. yest is the very very first day .. we went shopping .. haha .. feel tat .. my hubby .. is sooooo .. full of .. dunn0e how to sae .. but .. he loves shopping too .. i guess i wun b bored when out wid him next time .. =)

GooD MorNinG !!!

Today is wk end !!! i mean .. the start of wk end la .. =D =D =D

Zoo trip tml .. *looking forward* .. too bad my rod cant make it .. nvm la .. haha .. i got my gals .. =)

looking forward to a fun day tml ~

tis morning was so strange .. so quiet in the car when he picked me up .. cuz .. quarrelled yest .. sianz .. darn sianx ... i reali hate to quarrel wid u about the same old issue .. not understanding etc etc .. why cant u jux stop saying abt tat when u noe tat i cant change .. or perhaps im already starting to change for uuu .. i reali dun understand .. i didnt request u to change for me or wad .. jux bcuz i love who u're .. why cant u jux love me who im .. i noe u wan me change is for my gd .. but .. do u noe tat u've hurt me alot ?
im oreadi trying to change myself for the betta .. mayb tat's nt enouf for uuu .. ur every request for me .. i'll try to fulfil for uuu .. but .. it seems .. u didnt notice ??

i always hae a qn for uuu .. if .. i die tml .. wil u treat ur next gf betta by treasuring her more ?

i've been thinking the whole nite .. ppl sae .. 长痛不如短痛 .. i reali did tik of tat .. but .. i reali jux dun bear to let u go off .. ppl oso sae .. If you love the person, let him go .. if he comes back to uuu .. he's meant for uuu .. sld i let uuu go ? or is it tat uuu wan to let urself go off ? perhaps .. sld try to loosen the string ..




I miss my old rod ... ======>
is he foreva gone ?

Called him early in the morning to wake him up .. den he sae .. he whole body feeling cold .. den stil ask me if sld take mc nt .. =.=
stupid rite .. haha .. but .. since nt feeling wel .. den go take lo .. a little bit upset la .. cuz no one drive me to work n to sch .. LOLx .. den today afta work hae to rush to sch le .. my mom prepared breakfast for him .. but he mc .. den i eat lo .. for dinner ..
Reali dunn0e wad happen to him lo .. issit his freelance stressing him ? or issit the effect of quitting smoking ? worried abt him lo .. last mth he taken 2 days mc le .. den tis mth oso .. almost every mth he's taking mc .. *faint*
wondering how he's nw .. stil havent cal me tat he rch home lo .. sick le stil needa send his dad to work .. haiz ..
This sat he not joining us for the zoo trip .. cuz his dad hae medical check-up .. from 10am ~ 1pm .. den he hae to help his dad ook after the shop .. He wanna join after tat .. but hor .. his dad de appointment til 1pm .. den stil nd travel time back to the shop lei .. by the time his dad rch the shop .. i tik ard 2+ or wad de lo .. den he 2+ rush down to zoo .. i tik ard 3 liao lo .. haha .. i tik by the time we're oreadi preparing to stop our trip le .. haha ..
Stupid joc sae wanna go eat wad sakae afta the zoo .. i sae wanna eat chomp chomp lo .. sakae so exp .. sian la .. if eat sakae i dun wanna go lo .. so exp .. recently keep wasting money lei .. waste until i no money le lo .. haiz ..
Shi ying showed me the thing she wanna do for joc .. for her bday .. she use photoshop to draw .. although ugly .. but stil kinda understand-able la .. LOLx ..

Almost 2hrs had passed, and there's nth to do .. feel so bored and meaningless in this co. .. wanna quit lo .. but hae to wait until next yr apr for my contract to finish .. haiz .. Jas (Zheng) jux nw ask me .. why my rod everytime mc .. and yes .. he mc again .. i told her: "mayb is rod de smoking thing lo .. as in .. he quit smoking mahz ... den the "clearing system" make him sick lo" den she jiu sae: " ya ya .. gary tat time come back from china .. den he didnt smoke .. oso veri weak"
Daniel showed me the Samsung Omnia he bought yesterday .. when i take over his phone .. he got use tis GPRS or dunn0e wad thing la .. den i off it for him lo .. tat time rod oso lyk tis .. dunn0e wad is tat thingy .. den jux on it for the sake of on-ing .. duh rite .. *oops*
He bought is for 200+ .. M1 line .. wid high end plan lo .. of monthly bill 200+ oso .. den he sae he going to downgrade afta 1 wk .. downgrade back to his orginal plan .. nd to pay another 200+ nia .. den i was lyk .. omg lo .. why not u jux buy the phone wid ur plan, since it's almost the same price .. True enouf it is almost the same price rite .. phone 200+ plus downgrade price of 200+ .. ard 500 liao lo .. den might as wel jux sign wid the original plan .. dunn0e la .. mayb rich ppl are lyk tat .. LOLx ..


There's something interesting happen at home last night:
Yesterday played the dunn0e wad gamie la .. abt dogs one .. but not nitendo dogs .. i chosen the white color dog .. forgotten wad is it called la .. den i named it "CuTiE" .. my sis saw me playing tat gamie infront of my comp last night .. den she sae:

Sis: i tik ur dog is the same as mine lei ..
Me: issit .. u oso choose tis one mehz ..
Sis: ur one is with long ears one issit ..
Me: i dunn0e la ..
*my sis look nearer to the dialog on the screen*
Sis: oei .. why u use my character
Me: No lo .. i use my own character
Sis: No lo .. u see the dog name .. CuTiE .. mine lo ..
Me: huh .. u see clearly lo .. the owner name is "BeLL" lo ..
*Me n my sis are laughing al the way*

know why? Bcuz we 在不知不觉的情况下, chosen the same dog and oso the same name for our pet dog .. =..=